I'm afraid. I had a scare. I'm not sure what to do. I'm trying to be sure I am looking out for myself but don't want to be drastic in my attempts. But when I find out the reality, I will follow the lead of the person whose opinion on the matter means the most.
I'll either be ready for a drastic change or find new meaning in how to determine how best to protect myself after a lifetime of others doing this for me and realizing I fall short when it become up to me to make the decisions and I can't recognize the situation.
My time has come.
