New year, New me!

I started this post then abandoned it...what does that say about my new me in the new year? So far so good though actually. I have been keeping up with my exercising, I have been asserting myself and speaking my mind and not taking crap from anyone no way no how.

Lots of things are still the same though: I still get piney and moody for things of the past. I still prefer my solitude and can not for the life of me gather up courage to do things more extroverted people do like call up friends to hang out and make eye contact with people in conversation.

I like watching movies by myself on a Saturday or Sunday morning. I like solitude sometimes to think about things too much in my mind.

I still wallow in self I-don't-know-what and think about pessimistic things about the past and the present and the future.

Then when it gets too bad I think about all of the things I have in my life that are really great. Rinse, repeat.

So:

new year, slightly new model me,

old habits, die hard.

Back to the BK in a few days

Heading back to Brooklyn next weekend and I can't wait! Haven't been home since October. Miss it much, need my fix.

I'll see you soon, then.